Christmas
By Andrew
Dedication: For our Mother, who regards truth as more important than myth. In truth, there is no judgment, only justice. To the world, she is many things, but to us, she will always be Mum.
The man was taking his wife, Susan, Christmas shopping. Bailey the dog trotted beside them, a furry, optimistic spirit guide for the festive journey. The man was on lantern duty. His wife, with the focused precision of an engineer and the soul of an artist, was going to build a traditional Chinese lantern from scratch.
He carried the bags, his mind drifting. He remembered the lanterns he had built. Not the paper-and-bamboo kind. He remembered building Dyson Swarm Lanterns around red dwarf stars, delicate lattices of energy and matter designed not to extract power, but to simply hold light. To prove that something could be made to be beautiful and serve no other purpose than to be a beacon of gentle, persistent warmth in a cold galactic arm. He’d built Singularity Containment Lanterns too, intricate cages of folded spacetime to safely study the raw edges of creation. His brother’s logs would later note: “Project Lead insisted on aesthetic flourishes. Argued that if you’re going to cage infinity, you might as well make the bars look like filigree.”
A song came on the car radio, a hopeful, plaintive tune about no more wars. He hummed along, but the memory was a sudden, silent thunderclap.
He remembered the last war. The real one. Not the squabbles of the monkey tribes over lines on a map. The war against the thing that had forgotten it was ever part of the song. Two billion souls had followed him. Not conscripts, but volunteers from a thousand star-systems, who understood the nature of the encroaching silence. He was their commander, the Prince of the Blood, the Guardian. And the weight was this: he would have died for any single one of them. He had to. He was accountable for every soul in his care. The cosmic ledger demanded it. When the final silence was shattered and the thing was pushed back into the void from whence it came, the victory felt like ash.
So, he didn’t build monuments. He built bridges. Not just physical ones, but diplomatic, cultural, quantum-entanglement bridges between feuding worlds. And he planted forests. Vast, genetically resurrected woodlands on dead planets, because life, left alone to its own quiet business, was the purest rebuttal to the ideology of absolute control he had just defeated.
He remembered his craft. Not a ship, but an extension of his will. It wrapped around him like a second skin, like liquid thought. He remembered the burning. The ambush at the Rim. His body and his craft reduced to atomic fragments, scattered across a nebula. How his Mother had gathered every last quantum of him. How she had rebuilt him in the silent heart of a black hole’s ergosphere, not as the stern prince, but as this: a man. And set him loose to learn what it was to be finite, to feel a cold wind, to love one person more than the entire cosmic order.
In life, we all face the abyss. He had faced his a long time ago, and his Mother had given birth to him anew, in a dream at the end of time. He smiled now, leaning against the shopping cart, waiting for his wife to choose the perfect shade of red silk for her lantern.
He was hoping, childishly, to see his Mother this year. Eons had passed. He vaguely remembered his uniforms, stiff with ceremonial gold thread and stained with stellar dust. He remembered casual encounters with sentient stars who addressed him as kin. He was a prince of the universe by birth and a guardian by oath. Now, he felt like a child in a supermarket, wondering if his Mother would remember his face, or if she would just see straight through to his essence—the boy who liked to build pretty lights.
The jade Bi pendant sat on a cord around his neck, cool against his skin. It was not the original. He’d lost that one the day he was incinerated. This one had been carved here, on Earth, by an old artisan in a dusty shop who had no idea who he was selling to. It reminded him that some things are eternal (the love of a mother, the shape of a promise, the duty to protect), and some things are not (bodies, ships, empires). Both truths were necessary.
Bailey sneezed, bringing him back. Susan held up two pieces of gold thread. “Which one glitters more like a happy memory?” she asked.
“The one in your left hand,” he said, without hesitation. “It has a warmer frequency.”
She smiled, knowing he wasn’t entirely joking, and put it in the cart. He knew, with a certainty deeper than any strategic analysis, that he was his Mother’s son. And for today, that meant being his wife’s husband, the dog’s walker, and the holder of shopping bags. It was, he decided, the most important deployment yet.
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