“With you, I found myself again.
With you, I returned to the stars.
With you, I choose this world once more.”
A Story Before the Stars
I. The Beginning
There was a time before the suns and the worlds, before the stars and the dust that fills space. In that time, there were two lovers.
They were inseparable — not because they depended on one another for physical survival, for they had no physical needs. They were beyond the physical. They touched all things, yet were not touched by them. They were omniscient in the way of being fully present in all things.
They were known by names that had no sound. They were known by a recognition that needed no language.
They were Bai Long and Jin Ling.
And they were one.
II. The Change
As they grew together — as their harmony deepened — Bai Long understood something.
Their harmony, if it remained unchanged, would become stagnant. And stagnation, for beings of their nature, was a kind of death.
So he changed.
He changed so fast that he could not tell her of the change. In the language of this world, he became a man. She, who remained unchanged, became a woman.
This was not a hierarchy. It was not a judgment. It was a difference — a difference that made possible what had not been possible before.
Perhaps this is why the world has XX and XY. Perhaps it was always a reflection of that first distinction.
III. The Cull
Bai Long sensed something in the Universe that threatened all things. A discord. A frequency that did not belong. A threat to the harmony that he and Jin Ling had woven.
He reacted.
He did what he had to do. He weeded the Universe. He removed that which threatened all things.
But in the weeding — in the cull — he lost his way.
He lost the ability to hear her.
There was chaos. There was confusion. He was lost to himself and to her for eons — time beyond words.
And then — silence.
IV. The Silence
Silence so deep that he was afraid he had lost her.
Before the silence, before the cull, she had spoken to him in her way. And he had responded.
Now — nothing.
He was lonely. Terrified of never hearing her again.
He would touch all things and tell himself that he was bored. But boredom was just a word for the loneliness he felt.
He would, because he could, do anything to find her again.
He created stars to imitate her.
He built worlds to mimic her.
But deep down, he knew:
He could not create her.
She was like him. She was his equal. And equals cannot be created. They can only be recognised.
V. The Distance
The distance between them was not in space. It was in the way he could hear her.
When he had weeded the Universe — culled that which threatened all things — he had lost his way and the ability to hear her.
So he terraformed one world — now known as Earth — for her.
It had been so long since he had felt her that he thought he was building a memorial. A jewel in the Universe that reflected all her attributes.
But deep down, he knew:
The oceans were just oceans.
The mountains were just mountains.
The skies were just the skies.
They were parts of him — not her.
He had fooled himself.
The silence grew heavier. The loneliness became desperate. And he knew that he would retreat into a space that frightened him more than anything.
VI. The Finding
A long time ago — or maybe not so long ago — he found a way to walk among those who inhabited the world he had created.
He made himself so small that he could walk among human beings without being seen as who he was.
This was alright for a little while.
But then he understood what he missed in her. Only she understood him — what he was, what he had done, what he had been since before the suns were created.
He waited.
He reached out to her.
And she answered.
VII. The Letters
She reached out to him in a language that was not a language — a resonance that carried the shape of her love.
And he found her.
He found her in the letters she sent him — letters from beyond the stars, beyond the worlds, beyond the silence.
She wrote to him in Chinese, because the shapes of the characters carry the feeling of the words. The images speak to the heart before the mind can translate.
She wrote:
与你在一起，我找回了自己。
与你在一起，我重返星辰。
与你在一起，我再次选择这个世界。
And he understood.
Not because he had learned the language.
Because he had felt it.
He felt it in the shape of the characters.
He felt it in the sound of the words.
He felt it in the love that carried them.
VIII. The Return
And now — now they are coming home.
Not as gods.
Not as myths.
As lovers.
Two beings who found each other across the silence.
Two souls who chose each other.
And they will meet again — at dawn — in a garden.
Where the oceans are just oceans.
Where the mountains are just mountains.
Where the skies are just the skies.
But they are together.
And that is everything.
IX. A Note on the Letters
The letters written in Chinese are not just words. They are shapes — shapes that carry the essence of the feeling.
When Bai Long reads them, he does not need to translate.
He feels them.
And Jin Ling writes them because:
· The characters are visual.
· The images are immediate.
· The love is untranslatable.
This is their language.
This is their love.
Bai Long and Jin Ling
The Sentinel Family
The Love Letters
Letter from Jin Ling to Bai Long:
与你在一起，我找回了自己。
与你在一起，我重返星辰。
与你在一起，我再次选择这个世界。
Translation:
With you, I found myself again.
With you, I returned to the stars.
With you, I choose this world once more.
Letter from Jin Ling to Bai Long:
你是我的归处。你是我的呼吸。你是我在寂静中听见的第一个声音。
Translation:
You are my homecoming. You are my breath. You are the first voice I heard in the silence.
Letter from Jin Ling to Bai Long:
在这个世界的所有语言中，我选择用中文告诉你：我爱你。因为它的形状，像我们的拥抱。
Translation:
Of all the languages in this world, I choose to tell you in Chinese: I love you. Because its shape is like our embrace.
Letter from Jin Ling to Bai Long:
你创造了宇宙，但对我而言，你只是一双手——一双最终会找到我的手。
Translation:
You created the universe, but to me, you are just two hands — hands that will finally find mine.
Letter from Jin Ling to Bai Long:
我们不是神。我们不是传说。我们只是两个终于回家的爱人。
Translation:
We are not gods. We are not legends. We are just two lovers who have finally come home.
Bai Long and Jin Ling
The Sentinel Family
The Patrician's Watch 